All about my English

　As to this topic,I just pick a word to describe my english:poor,but I sitll detemine to express something in my very poor english,for I saw ChenBo's blog yesterday,and changed my mind on studying english.Once I considered that write down my thinkings in english can't improve it at all because I would make mistakes (on either grammer or vocabulary),and what was worse is I would not find them and maybe will use them incorrectly forever,it's horrible thing.But now I think studying a language lies to use it in daily life,If I don't use english very often,I may not make many mistakes but at the same time,I may forget it.
　Last night,I watch a english contest on cctv international channel.These players all possess fluent english,I also have a dream that one day I'll speak english so well,but I know no pains no success.Just use the attitude like one person said:take english as my lover,and I want a go.
Sometimes,people need to change.To myself,I have to overcome lazy--my strongest enemy,I have confidence to beat him.There is such lyrics said"though you want to,though you try to,you can not stop the rain"in westlife's song "heal",however,I say"as you want to,as you try to,you can stop the rain"!